Dear Him

(Sigh) I don't know.. This is so hard.

But when you go

My heart feels like an empty room

I can't deny that I always need you

This word isn't meaning 

if I'm not really saved my heart for you

Can you heard me when I crying in my room,

waiting a message from you that will never arrived to me?

(Sigh) Maybe I didn't mean for you..

God.. I know You always seen me up there..

You know.. I cried too much for him

Why you make me like.. 

'I can't... I can't live without him?'

People says that I just a pity girl

Fool girl..

'Just stop it! You're like a little kid that lost their doll''

Oh..they was right. 

I must stop this.

Thinking someone that never thinking for me,

it's so sick

And I will just stop it..